Through all of this I keep thinking about what in the world I'm supposed to learn from this situation. I find myself doubting like crazy (one of the many problems of lack of sleep). I want to be the best mom possible and in my quest I've perhaps gone to a bit of an extreme--not necessarily in my mothering but certainly in my treatment of my fellow mommies.
And so my friends, here's sending you the break you deserve. May you know how wonderful of a mom you are. May you also know that if you're looking for a break, here it is. Way to go, Mom! And sorry for any negative vibes you sensed from yours truly.